I didn't say this. It's a quote from a much greater man than myself. A man nominated for our country's highest recognition and award for valor. This ain't no wimp or whiner folks, he's the real deal!
I could've said it. I would've if I had the skills. I'm sorry I can't identify the author or the medium he used. It's a loyalty thing.
"Seems like I spend a lot of time wanting to be a victim. Lots of self-pity and a prevailing sense of not giving a shit about anything. I believe that I am getting some insight into the mechanics of self-defeating behavior. I know there are things that I should do...but I lapse into a lethargic state of not caring. There is a strong sense of unexplainable rebellion lurking in the dark corners of my mind. I am my worst enemy and a formidable one at that. Some inate, indomitable spirit keeps me humpin' toward the light. I know that I will make it out...I'm just pissed that I have to deal with it all the time."
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